I'm having this crazy feeling again.One of the kind I had in my last days in Paris with nineteen years.I always forget I own this thing although I keep on reading others and giving my opinion.Lately I've been lacking of any type of opinion or inspiration at all.I feel good,I am a part of summer.For the first time in my dully life I can say I enjoy summer and I'm no stranger to it.It's weird,maybe this is the end of all and the beginning of some more of...what?
Don't get me wrong.I haven't met anyone and honestly I don't really need to or maybe yes,to pass the time until I get to my goal if one day I reach it.If not,it's alright,it's good to have dreams and the so called unreachable things or issues.Feels good to have a dream to dream about at night.
Jean left.He painted me several times which got in my nerves,why don't you go and paint some fruit bowl or something? "Too dead for my full-life master pieces" he would answer.He's good I can't deny it,he could have been a good psychollogist also.While he paints he asks you about your life,problems,etc.He offers you pot even so you can flow and fly as high as an eagle.
You know what? I will try to post more often.Something weird: my hair is getting like blond...it must be the sun and the sea or I'm just getting old,don't know really.I hope not to end up blond.I have long hair and grey eyes...don't want any freak to think I'm a girl and try to hook me up or something.Some faggot tryed once and I almost end up in prison for beating him so hard.I bet he liked it.
Au revoir
jueves, 26 de julio de 2007
lunes, 2 de julio de 2007
Rain
Sun amd my skin is golden burnt full of life which aches.It feels very good and this is very strange actually.I did never ever like to be under the sun or go to the beach at all but my doc advised me to since I lack from calcium and that is why my nails break and my hair falls.He also gave me a full speech about stress and you should have seen my face of continous "yes,give me the drugs or adivses quick,I want to go home".
I met some people here and two of them knew me already as "the dull dude from the hotel" from previous summers.So now I know I have that reputation,well I always suspected it but I did never give a damn and I still don't.
I've been reading a lot,reading under the sun having a good smoke is nice and getting into the sea to low down the corporal temperature feels even better.What I don't like much are those little kids fooling around with their buckets and stuff plus all the beach/tennis/football balls land on my head or very close to me.I might have been a ball-boy in other life,who knows.
My roomate Jean will be here on Thurdsday and I just hope I can deal with him and his hippism these couple of weeks.Don't get me wrong,he ain't a bad guy,he's actually a very good artist,but we are two different creatures in every sense (he's way too optimistic) and he terns to get ony my nerves very often specially with his sunshine smile and good mood the whole day and his phrase: "Let it be and go with the flow,things find their way to solve out and everything will be just fine,naturally fine as it has to be" yeah right...
Today is raining so I spent the morning writing and reading and in the evening I went to the cinema with my grandmother.She got asleep in the movie and I felt bad for her so I didn't wake her until the movie ended and I told her not to worry since it was a bad movie (it wasn't).I sometimes wonder how she does to keep on working in the hotel,she once said she was not going to stop not even in her last day...I hope that day is far away from these days.
Au revoir
I met some people here and two of them knew me already as "the dull dude from the hotel" from previous summers.So now I know I have that reputation,well I always suspected it but I did never give a damn and I still don't.
I've been reading a lot,reading under the sun having a good smoke is nice and getting into the sea to low down the corporal temperature feels even better.What I don't like much are those little kids fooling around with their buckets and stuff plus all the beach/tennis/football balls land on my head or very close to me.I might have been a ball-boy in other life,who knows.
My roomate Jean will be here on Thurdsday and I just hope I can deal with him and his hippism these couple of weeks.Don't get me wrong,he ain't a bad guy,he's actually a very good artist,but we are two different creatures in every sense (he's way too optimistic) and he terns to get ony my nerves very often specially with his sunshine smile and good mood the whole day and his phrase: "Let it be and go with the flow,things find their way to solve out and everything will be just fine,naturally fine as it has to be" yeah right...
Today is raining so I spent the morning writing and reading and in the evening I went to the cinema with my grandmother.She got asleep in the movie and I felt bad for her so I didn't wake her until the movie ended and I told her not to worry since it was a bad movie (it wasn't).I sometimes wonder how she does to keep on working in the hotel,she once said she was not going to stop not even in her last day...I hope that day is far away from these days.
Au revoir
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